I want to write a book. I have a few ideas…a cozy mystery, a memoir, maybe something darker…a thriller or something like that. I also have ideas for a picture book. I need to buckle down and just start writing. But, I’ll put it off and put it off, just like I always do. This procrastination, I discovered with the help of my Psychiatrist, comes from the little bit of Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder that swirls around in my brain, causing trouble. OCPD is different from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, mainly in that it is a personality disorder. I don’t have the full blown disorder, just flavorings. Enough to make a really sour flat white (since I have flavorings…I figure my flavorings are sour? Dumb? I know…). Anywho, I need to motivate myself and soon.
Tomorrow my plan is to sleep in, read, work on this blog, do some reviews, and kick this cold. I do not want to go to the doctor, but we’ll see how things look by Friday. I really think I got sick because I slacked off during our move and for about 3 weeks I haven’t been taking my vitamins and supplements and I’ve been eating like a piglet. I’m starting fresh tomorrow and I have weigh-in on Wednesday. Just 20 more pounds until I am at my goal weight! I’ve lost so much so far, I can’t afford to fall back into bad habits and ruin all of this amazing progress.
The nutrition plan I am on is through our chiropractor, nothing too fancy besides the state of the art scale…it’s called something with protein…I can’t remember. Nothing drastic, no fads, just eating lean meat, cut out sugar, eat certain veggies, and drink tons of water. There are also protein bars to buy and protein drinks. I just bought the apple drink mix and it is so good! Like apple juice. Yum! Also taking supplements is key. It really is remarkable how amazing I felt when I was on the program. Since I have slacked off I really do feel like garbage.
So I leave you with another random post. These are nice…rather cathartic and fun to write. 🙂 Thank you for sharing some time with me. I’m going to review some picture books tomorrow among other things – should be fun! 🙂